4/02/2011
~38 weeks 2 days~
Last weight taken at gynae a week ago: 56kg! Total weight gain of 13 kg..Had my preggie pics 'professionally' taken by Jeff too haha..save money! They were taken when i was 33 - 34 weeks..
Date and time booked for C section..Been telling boy boy to be gd and stay in till the date arrives..
Finally started my ML a day ago..felt a sense of relief as I walked out of my office that day. I was initially panicking a few weeks ago as it seem like i had tonnes of work which i couldnt seem to be able to complete before I could go for my ML! Was so so glad to hand over my last article to my boss haha..
Glad to be off work too cos my pelvic is aching and my legs are swollen..sleeping doesnt feel so good anymore and not to mention the stretch marks which are multiplying!!! sigh, i had been religious with applying my stretch mark cream since my 1st trimester but doesnt seem to be effective huh..
Been thinking of how the C section will be like since i opted for spinal which means i will be fully aware of what is happening..thinking of having the catheter and plug site scares me too..not to mention the pain after the the anaesthsia wears off!! :(
Worries abt not being able to bf, unsuccessful latching on..too many to count lah..
Last weight taken at gynae a week ago: 56kg! Total weight gain of 13 kg..Had my preggie pics 'professionally' taken by Jeff too haha..save money! They were taken when i was 33 - 34 weeks..
Date and time booked for C section..Been telling boy boy to be gd and stay in till the date arrives..
Finally started my ML a day ago..felt a sense of relief as I walked out of my office that day. I was initially panicking a few weeks ago as it seem like i had tonnes of work which i couldnt seem to be able to complete before I could go for my ML! Was so so glad to hand over my last article to my boss haha..
Glad to be off work too cos my pelvic is aching and my legs are swollen..sleeping doesnt feel so good anymore and not to mention the stretch marks which are multiplying!!! sigh, i had been religious with applying my stretch mark cream since my 1st trimester but doesnt seem to be effective huh..
Been thinking of how the C section will be like since i opted for spinal which means i will be fully aware of what is happening..thinking of having the catheter and plug site scares me too..not to mention the pain after the the anaesthsia wears off!! :(
Worries abt not being able to bf, unsuccessful latching on..too many to count lah..
3/12/2011
I used to have cravings once in awhile for things like coke, chocolate pre pregnancy..those cravings could easily be forgotten or delay being satisfied if I was determined enough. But cravings when expecting are totally different!! They wont go away no matter how much i try to distract myself with other thoughts/tasks! haha
Its really strange how strong they can be..and i didnt know my cravings for drinks could be as strong as for food too..looking back, my likes for certain drinks changes as I grow bigger..
I remembered in my first trimester: Sprite was my comfort drink especially having to deal with throwing up at least 2 - 3 x /day
And it was Sprite, not 7 up..haha
Then it was Ribena
2nd trimester: Florida OJ and Iced water (with heaps of ice) even in the morning..
3rd trimester: Now, my latest fave is teh, and both iced and hot milo from the coffee shops!!
haha weird..
Am I am so glad my adverse reactions to milk had stopped after i passed the 2nd trimester..i rem how i would throw up everytime i attempted to down some milk..
Looking forward to my next check up next Saturday!
Its really strange how strong they can be..and i didnt know my cravings for drinks could be as strong as for food too..looking back, my likes for certain drinks changes as I grow bigger..
I remembered in my first trimester: Sprite was my comfort drink especially having to deal with throwing up at least 2 - 3 x /day
And it was Sprite, not 7 up..haha
Then it was Ribena
2nd trimester: Florida OJ and Iced water (with heaps of ice) even in the morning..
3rd trimester: Now, my latest fave is teh, and both iced and hot milo from the coffee shops!!
haha weird..
Am I am so glad my adverse reactions to milk had stopped after i passed the 2nd trimester..i rem how i would throw up everytime i attempted to down some milk..
Looking forward to my next check up next Saturday!
2/22/2011
33 weeks..went for my gynae check last week and my heart sank when Dr Judy said bb is in a breech position..And that around 80% of babies would have had their heads down by now..
Gotta wait till my next check up at 36 weeks to see if he decides to be a good boy and changes his position..if not I will have to go for a c section..Which i really dont wish to undergo..
Takes longer to heal, cant carry and breastfeed as well after the op..sigh...
Many worries running through my mind too as the due date draws nearer, worry if bb is going to be ok..as in normal with normal features etc..
I gotta keep reminding myself to think positive!!
Gotta wait till my next check up at 36 weeks to see if he decides to be a good boy and changes his position..if not I will have to go for a c section..Which i really dont wish to undergo..
Takes longer to heal, cant carry and breastfeed as well after the op..sigh...
Many worries running through my mind too as the due date draws nearer, worry if bb is going to be ok..as in normal with normal features etc..
I gotta keep reminding myself to think positive!!
6/13/2010
Gloomy
I am feeling moody..uncertain what the new job will bring if I choose to take it up. When I applied for it, I didnt really think I would be this close to getting it! Current job I have now sucks, but at least I am familiar with what I am doing..
On the other hand, I am tired to job hop and start all over again should this new job be yet again not suitable for me!
Anyway in addition to that, a few events had happened and I feel unreciprocated..The person I thought whom is close to me had started to make me feel otherwise..She is overall just a private person whom only confides in us when she is troubled. Other than that, from my view, whatever I try to share with her, will be returned with lukewarm responses. I dont think any of my true close girlies are like this..
Other than that, I just feel unappreciated in terms of the advice I have given..It just feels like even family don't view my knowledge as useful..
I feel left out as well..and pressured..to have children. I know it is silly to feel that way, but I just cannot help it! Its like, I havnt been a mum, but of cos I understand being a new mum is an exciting phase in life and lots to talk about..there is nothing I can contribute to in terms of advice other than those I have learnt from my profession as a dietitian. But somehow, i still feel left out, more now after yesterday's incident at dinner.
Once I walked in - they were talking and normally, they would come help me at the kitchen..but yesterday it was just me..
First thing i hear is abt her food preference now..
The bigger portion must be given to her cos she needs it more..
Hard to put it all in words..I am just not happy now...
On the other hand, I am tired to job hop and start all over again should this new job be yet again not suitable for me!
Anyway in addition to that, a few events had happened and I feel unreciprocated..The person I thought whom is close to me had started to make me feel otherwise..She is overall just a private person whom only confides in us when she is troubled. Other than that, from my view, whatever I try to share with her, will be returned with lukewarm responses. I dont think any of my true close girlies are like this..
Other than that, I just feel unappreciated in terms of the advice I have given..It just feels like even family don't view my knowledge as useful..
I feel left out as well..and pressured..to have children. I know it is silly to feel that way, but I just cannot help it! Its like, I havnt been a mum, but of cos I understand being a new mum is an exciting phase in life and lots to talk about..there is nothing I can contribute to in terms of advice other than those I have learnt from my profession as a dietitian. But somehow, i still feel left out, more now after yesterday's incident at dinner.
Once I walked in - they were talking and normally, they would come help me at the kitchen..but yesterday it was just me..
First thing i hear is abt her food preference now..
The bigger portion must be given to her cos she needs it more..
Hard to put it all in words..I am just not happy now...
3/21/2010
Life
Now that I have joined the population that works regular office hours, weekends to me are definitely precious time for me to catch up on sleep, spent time with family and do whatever I feel like doing!!
It had been almost 2 months since I last updated about my new job. Well, there were a few incidents which once again tested my limits and tolerance to how things were handled by some bitches at work. In which as an employee, either to take it or leave the job! For now, I will just do my best to adapt to whatever stupid format or ideas those people want..
Had the chance to spend more time with 2 of my patients and speaking to them really made me ashamed of myself for whining and complaining about things which compared to what they have to face everyday seem so small and insignificant. To them, being able to wake up to a fresh new day is a bonus..
I should be thankful of what I have now and try to be more positive when I meet with any setbacks.. =)
It had been almost 2 months since I last updated about my new job. Well, there were a few incidents which once again tested my limits and tolerance to how things were handled by some bitches at work. In which as an employee, either to take it or leave the job! For now, I will just do my best to adapt to whatever stupid format or ideas those people want..
Had the chance to spend more time with 2 of my patients and speaking to them really made me ashamed of myself for whining and complaining about things which compared to what they have to face everyday seem so small and insignificant. To them, being able to wake up to a fresh new day is a bonus..
I should be thankful of what I have now and try to be more positive when I meet with any setbacks.. =)
1/10/2010
My first week at 'school' (work)
My first week at my new job just whizzed past like that! I am proud to say I survived it!
Last Sunday night was horrendous as I suffered from the mother of all blue mondays! I had scary images of very cold or super hardworking colleagues eg knock off at 7pm, rigid rules conjuring in my mind and not forgetting the dreadfulness of having to wake up at 6 plus every morning..
Thankfully, it wasnt as scary as I thought it would for, at least for now..which things may change drastically once high and mighty comes back from her leave.
My colleagues are all relatively new, with the longest stayer in the company for ard 2 yrs excluding the management of course..they seem to be down to earth, non nosy parkers and quiet pple..But still its too early to determine...Time will tell!
Waking up early and sleeping with an average of 6 hrs consecutively for 5 days was damn difficult for me! But i know its all a matter of getting used to!
Tasks delegated to me now are still manageable but I know am only going to be busier and tasks more difficult to handle as time goes by..Just gotta try my best and learn!!
Oh yes and i realy need to add more variety and quantity to my working wardrobe!!
Lets see what is in store in the 2nd week of work...
Last Sunday night was horrendous as I suffered from the mother of all blue mondays! I had scary images of very cold or super hardworking colleagues eg knock off at 7pm, rigid rules conjuring in my mind and not forgetting the dreadfulness of having to wake up at 6 plus every morning..
Thankfully, it wasnt as scary as I thought it would for, at least for now..which things may change drastically once high and mighty comes back from her leave.
My colleagues are all relatively new, with the longest stayer in the company for ard 2 yrs excluding the management of course..they seem to be down to earth, non nosy parkers and quiet pple..But still its too early to determine...Time will tell!
Waking up early and sleeping with an average of 6 hrs consecutively for 5 days was damn difficult for me! But i know its all a matter of getting used to!
Tasks delegated to me now are still manageable but I know am only going to be busier and tasks more difficult to handle as time goes by..Just gotta try my best and learn!!
Oh yes and i realy need to add more variety and quantity to my working wardrobe!!
Lets see what is in store in the 2nd week of work...
1/01/2010
Happy 2010!
Happy New Year Everyone!!
I hope to be able to cope and enjoy my new job!
To be a mum soon!
Happiness and Good Health to all my loved ones!
Will be spending the New Yr's day with family at Uncle MC's place..Its a pot luck event, hope the shepherd's pies I ordered will be delivered to his house man..hah..
Will post some NYE pics up later.
I hope to be able to cope and enjoy my new job!
To be a mum soon!
Happiness and Good Health to all my loved ones!
Will be spending the New Yr's day with family at Uncle MC's place..Its a pot luck event, hope the shepherd's pies I ordered will be delivered to his house man..hah..
Will post some NYE pics up later.
12/21/2009
Another chapter closed..
7th December 2009 marks my last leg with the airline and it was 'so kind' of office to schedule a NRT- KUL/KUL-SIN pattern for me!
Nonetheless, my last flt to JFK was one of the most memorable..the crew who gave me impromptu hand made cards, the allocation ( the mid gly which i was really afraid of doing) and my batch girls, not forgetting the food and shopping we did!
2 yrs ago, this time..I remember me and my class girls undergoing rigorous training, all hopeful of the new adventures and travelling will bring to us, uncertain of what this new job holds for us..and 2 yrs later now, its time for me to close this eventful and enriching yet not always pleasant chapter.
Come 2010, another chapter awaits..I dont know if the choice to go back to my old line is the right one..from what i see now, i am in for a tough time with my new colleagues, new job scopes and to refresh all the facts and skills I have long archived in place of the waitressing skills for the past 2 yrs
So much for being trying to be positive, Jeff says I should think twice before agreeing cos no one forced me into this job, well he is true..no one forced me into it lah..but I am worried about finances and what if we have a baby etc...
Oh well, no use fretting over things that havent happened yet..Just gotta try, wait and see!
9/28/2009
need some luck
Jo's usual routine these days are to wake up, turn on the pc, surf all the possible sites for jobs, send out resumes and pray for the best..
Besides a phone call from the prospective employer's HR to confirm the details for my qualifications, there had been zero response from the others I have written in to!!
Gosh, how to leave my current job lydat?!
This sux man..
Besides a phone call from the prospective employer's HR to confirm the details for my qualifications, there had been zero response from the others I have written in to!!
Gosh, how to leave my current job lydat?!
This sux man..
9/10/2009
Finally decided to perm my hair..Needed a change in my hairstyle but there was nothing left to do cos I couldn't colour my hair due to work and wasn't quite ready to cut it much shorter..so there, I was only left to perm it!
Am glad it turned out better this time as compared to the first I went for a few yrs back!
Lets see how long it will take me to get used to and then tired of the curls!
9/02/2009
Time to work hard
A month of merry making and lazing around just whizzed past like that!! Went to tokyo and bkk, think it was our honeymoon? But didnt felt that sweet afterall haha...maybe cos its places i have been to? Or maybe there was just too much walking and rushing around different locations plus the summer heatwave?
Nevertheless, I still enjoyed myself! Especially at Disneysea and Bkk's massage plus Chinatown's yummilcious seafood!
Its back to work tmr for me and there is still a jap test to overcome!
Am at the crossroads once again cos its job hunting time again...:(
Nevertheless, I still enjoyed myself! Especially at Disneysea and Bkk's massage plus Chinatown's yummilcious seafood!
Its back to work tmr for me and there is still a jap test to overcome!
Am at the crossroads once again cos its job hunting time again...:(
8/11/2009
Our big day - 1st August 2009
It has been more than a week after our big day and I am still reminiscing abt the whole day's events.=)
All the months of preparation, squabbles, disagreements paid off when I see all those happy pictures and the way the day's events fell rightly into place.
1 day before wedding
Started off with me going for my mani and pedi in the afternoon. 'Our' v chio yellow bridal car was also delivered to us in the evening followed by us driving it to My Bridal Room for them to tie the decor which resulted in a simple but sweet design which we liked very much.
And Shirlene came over to stay for the night..I was then feeling nervous and excited to think abt how the big day will turn out to be :)
Had difficulty falling alseep but eventually did at ard 11 plus but woke up again at 3.30am and cldnt get back to sleep le. So had my breakfast at 4.30 and was just feeling restless haha.
The Special day
Me in my hot pink pyjamas specially sourced by Elizabeth in Phuket
All the important people, Dily my MUA, Ernest my VG and Yew Kwang my PG turned up pretty punctual and that was really a load of my mind!
Subsequently, my Jie Meis came and enjoyed themselves immensely preparing for the games!
And the relatives..
My very happy mummy!
After a few smses and calls, Jeff and his brothers finally reached and made their arrival known by blaring their car horns and some very annoying tenant from the block beside the roundabout actually threw eggs down! And some of it got onto the car..how bad can these people be?
Thanks to cousin Vinn Yang for coming back from Perth to attend our wedding as well as open the door for Jeff!
Jeff and his band of brothers
I got really nervous when I heard the commotion from my room!
My aunties came up with this last impromptu obstacle and got Jeff to call them in their correct titles in Cantonese before letting him through! Hhehe.so happening !
My baby finally make it! LOL
Praying to our beloved gong gong and popo
Mum says its Cantonese tradition to have a red brolly shield me when i step out of the house and have rice and salt concurrently scattered over the brolly
Waiting for Jeff to drive the car over
Miss the princess treatment so much! hahaha
One of our favourite spot to pak tor in our earlier years of courtship
My lovely girlies..and how I miss Michelle...
His grandmas..my new ones now :)
Our parents
Getting ready to change into my kua
Calling my family to let them know we are on our way back my place
Another Cantonese tradition
We had to eat 2 eggs in sweet soup for its auspicious symbolic significance
The happy girls! haha
My younger cousin and her husband had to serve tea to us
My nanny
I love my gowns so much!
I posted this pic cos i love this hair do so so so much haha
Oscar Wong our banquet manager (which did a very good job) giving us some reminders before the 2nd march in
My very eloquent emcees for the night, thank you so so much my dears =)
All the months of preparation, squabbles, disagreements paid off when I see all those happy pictures and the way the day's events fell rightly into place.
1 day before wedding
Started off with me going for my mani and pedi in the afternoon. 'Our' v chio yellow bridal car was also delivered to us in the evening followed by us driving it to My Bridal Room for them to tie the decor which resulted in a simple but sweet design which we liked very much.
And Shirlene came over to stay for the night..I was then feeling nervous and excited to think abt how the big day will turn out to be :)
Had difficulty falling alseep but eventually did at ard 11 plus but woke up again at 3.30am and cldnt get back to sleep le. So had my breakfast at 4.30 and was just feeling restless haha.
The Special day
Me in my hot pink pyjamas specially sourced by Elizabeth in Phuket
All the important people, Dily my MUA, Ernest my VG and Yew Kwang my PG turned up pretty punctual and that was really a load of my mind!
Subsequently, my Jie Meis came and enjoyed themselves immensely preparing for the games!
And the relatives..
My very happy mummy!
After a few smses and calls, Jeff and his brothers finally reached and made their arrival known by blaring their car horns and some very annoying tenant from the block beside the roundabout actually threw eggs down! And some of it got onto the car..how bad can these people be?
Thanks to cousin Vinn Yang for coming back from Perth to attend our wedding as well as open the door for Jeff!
Jeff and his band of brothers
I got really nervous when I heard the commotion from my room!
My aunties came up with this last impromptu obstacle and got Jeff to call them in their correct titles in Cantonese before letting him through! Hhehe.so happening !
My baby finally make it! LOL
Praying to our beloved gong gong and popo
Mum says its Cantonese tradition to have a red brolly shield me when i step out of the house and have rice and salt concurrently scattered over the brolly
Waiting for Jeff to drive the car over
Miss the princess treatment so much! hahaha
One of our favourite spot to pak tor in our earlier years of courtship
My lovely girlies..and how I miss Michelle...
Went to Jeff's Ah Mah's place after our outdoor photos to pay respects to his late Ah Gong
Then we went to Jeff's house for the tea ceremony
Then we went to Jeff's house for the tea ceremony
His grandmas..my new ones now :)
Our parents
Getting ready to change into my kua
Calling my family to let them know we are on our way back my place
Another Cantonese tradition
We had to eat 2 eggs in sweet soup for its auspicious symbolic significance
The happy girls! haha
My younger cousin and her husband had to serve tea to us
Cheers and thanks heaps for the morning session that went so well!
The wedding dinner
I love this Oriental decor
I was freaking out cos I realised how easily I could trip on my dress and was trying to rehearse with what the few mins we had before our 1st march in
The wedding dinner
I love this Oriental decor
I was freaking out cos I realised how easily I could trip on my dress and was trying to rehearse with what the few mins we had before our 1st march in
My nanny
I love my gowns so much!
I posted this pic cos i love this hair do so so so much haha
Oscar Wong our banquet manager (which did a very good job) giving us some reminders before the 2nd march in
My very eloquent emcees for the night, thank you so so much my dears =)
Would like to really thank everyone that had helped and attended our wedding..all of you had made this special day a very memorable one for Jeff and I!
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