Cant seem to remember...

I really shouldnt be here blogging man..but sighz, i cant seem to remember the stuff i have memorised!! and that feeling is horrid!! *ARGGHH* So here i am hiding from the agony of it..temporarily!
Mum called me..and coincidentally(perhaps not) for the 4th time, i have contemplated to call home..but didnt..and mum will call!! How amazing boy, it really has gotta do with the bond between us..Got to know that granddad almost fell while trying to sit back onto the wheelchair, that shocked me so much..I was worried when mum was telling me the whole story..but only when i told Jeff about it later on, i found my eyes welling up with tears..Jeff said i must have missed them so much and to add on, the incident that happened...
But i am alrite now, its the same feeling when you are bothered or saddened by something..and when u finally get to tell it to someone close to you, u just break down...or when someone shows you concern..

I am really glad gong gong is fine..i shall call him tmr..cos he was already in bed when mum called just now..so didnt get a chance to speak to him..

On a happier note, i dream of my cousin..and she was my pillion while i was test riding a PINK motorbike! yesh pals..haah Jo riding a motorbike!! So cool huh..perhaps its just a sign that i should get a riding license instead!! hohoho..ney..anyway i went online and checked the dream dictionary..and this is what is says :

Seeing your cousin in your dream, represents something or some aspect of your character that is somewhat familiar. Perhaps you need to spend more time in cultivating and developing some emerging ability or character. In particular, if you dream that your cousin is ignoring you indicates that you are not acknowledging some aspect of yourself that is represented by your cousin. Dreaming that you or your sibling is in love with a cousin, represents your acceptance of each other and that you have acknowledge and embraced key qualities in one another.

and for the motor bike
Seeing or riding a motorcycle in your dream, symbolizes your desire for freedom and need for adventure. You may be trying to escape from some situation or some other responsibility in your waking life.

OMIGOSH..how true is that motorbike meaning!!! I dont want to go through the mundane routine of revision and the exams!! As for the cousin meaning..erm..i dont see any emerging ability leh..oh well..Interesting huh..

ok..its too late to absorb anything now! so its time to ZZZZ...:P