7/27/2008

In love...

We collected our wedding bands today and I was so surprised when Jeff insisted on wearing it at the shop right away!

Haha..

Well, I would have preferred to keep it till our ROM and exchange brand new rings along with our vows but Jeff was so bent on wearing them now, telling me it doesnt make a great difference from wearing it now or later..

I thought it was really sweet of him to think that way considering that there are some guys that rather hide their rings and thus marital status for more 'fun' outside..

So, we both put on the rings for each other at the beach just now before heading to Beach Cabana for drinks with friends..and my boy even dedicated ' Nothing's gonna change my love for you' to me!

Aww..so sweet..hahah..

7/17/2008

Pre flight syndrome

I am feeling so blue..and everytime before a flight, I will tell Jeff I want to quit..

Yesh I have been toying with the idea of leaving the co..even if it means paying up the bond..Ya what an irony right, a stark difference to the Jo back then who had been trying so hard to get into the interviews and feeling over the moon when she finally did...

Jeff always tells me, the grass is not always greener on the other side..

Feeling the jitters before flt is the norm...there will be so many things running through my mind: worrying abt how the seniors would be like/would I be pushed to the business class to die under stress/how are the other crew like etc...

And the worst is to leave Jeff/family/friends..:(

I dont know how long I can tahan..but I will try my best..