Disillusioned

Just got back frm clubbing..and had many thoughts running through my mind..

Was it really unintentional or just riding onto the notion of "under the influence of alcohol' that effected that kind of behaviour?

Was it acceptable to be flirting right under the nose of that person's partner and when that partner is also your friend?

How would you feel if that partner was you?

Dickheads are those that readily take you when you throw yourself at them.

I bet you didnt even care how that person feels about you. You dont mind being called a bitch too as long as you get as many guys hooked onto you.

I dont think you had any morals, values, respect at all for your relationships or so called boyfriend.

I am so disillusioned by the notion of love and faithfulness with people like you around.

Dartboard

Touched down last night..Didnt really enjoy my flts cos of the bloody irritants onboard..those pple have such weird and nonsensical unspoken rules and only when you think its perfectly fine and do it, they all swoop at the chance to fault you with it!

And did I mention that as they have gleefully complained about you to the supervisors, they would still be nice to you and still can say ' I enjoy working with you!'
Wat the fuck lah..

No wonder theres such a high turnover rate for these companies..

I am pissed off..

I am so reluctant to study for my re test..

Haiyah, I am referring to my Jap test the office made us take..Simply no mood to restudy..and the test is in 2 days time! yikes..I wonder what will happen if i fail it again..

There was a change in my schedule that totally disrupted my earlier plans of taking my time to study (or was it for more procrastinating) haha..and to meet up with Shirlene..

Ok excuses, the more time i had, the more i would delay to study..time is now 1.18pm..was supposed to start 18 mins earlier..
Nvm i will eat the bright yellow, juicy and sweet looking slice of pineapple first before i study hahaha...

Talking bout fruits, i realised how lacking in fibre/vits/minerals my diet had became..sighz..used to be able to take regular and somewhat more balanced meals before i started flying..
It makes it quite difficult to get a sufficient intake of fresh vegs and fruits esp when outstation..with all the eating out..

Ok time wasted = 5 more mins..

haha..

Been a long time..

It has been ages since i last updated this blog of mine. Too many events had happened in this few mths..some happy and some sad...

My beloved popo passed away around a month ago..and even till now, it brings tears to me when i think of how nice it would be if she was still around..and when I have so much free time to be at home now..

Popo and Gong gong I miss both of you alot..Hope you will remember we all love yous alot..

It would be so nice if both of them were around to attend my wedding too..Well sighz, as Jeff had always told me, this is part and parcel of life, we just gotta accept that they are not around anymore..

On the happier events, I am going to embark on another new chapter of growing up or rather older..that is marriage...Like I was telling mp that day on msn, I dont think I am up to it to get married! Marriage is for grown ups! haha..

I wonder if there are still friends reading my boring blog..pls leave comments so that I know its still worth blogging here ya..