Im tired..didnt have enough sleep for the past few days and had to wake up real early for work..was working as a temp receptionist for 2 days. Job scope range from of course answering calls from the switchboard (never had any experience in that before), answering enquiries to get hold of someone which i have no idea how he / she looks like..serving drinks to guests...booking meeting rms..etc...
But it was good experience minus the few occasions where my blurness made some stupid impatient client angry..he was being impatient and it was my first day can!!..not my fault..
Will be expected to temp for another day in oct cos its the recept's bday on that day..
Heard from my recruit consultant that she has got some more of such temp assignments coming up..yayy..more work means more income..which means less time and more discipline in doing my assignments..*sweat*
And i just did some tidying of my messy table but it still looks messy to me.sighz i need a bigger room with more cupboards to store all my notes and textbooks!! And i still have 3 more boxes of notes accumulated from uni!! alamaks..where to put?!! And the thing is i dont want to throw them away..they might come in use if i decide to work in this line...argghh...
9/28/2005
9/21/2005
Okok, agree with jimbi that it has been a long time since i have updated the blog..getting lazy haha..
Lets see, was at dblo on sat..enjoyed myself but didnt really like some cheap bitch that was hanging around our group..She was this gal which was a looker ( am being very objective here *applaud*)but her objective of the nite was to know all the guys she can lay her hands on and of cos with her looks..she had most of the guys within 1 m radius totally attracted to her or should i say tamed enough to eat off her paws..
Well, i wont really care for other gals..But she tried to lay her filthy paws on MY BF..only cheap women try their luck at guys whose gfs are PRESENT..Obviously i was du lan..she even tried to put her arms around my shoulder..*puiz* And she also contemplated stealing ms paul paul away from me..ta ma de..
As some friends may say i show my dislike of certain pple too blatantly..i dont believe in pretending to be nice..its just not me..unless there is an absolute need to it..
Then on sunday..was out at east coast playing with sparklers and candles..haha trying hard to relive the childhood days..
Oh yesh..i must also mention i got myself a new fringe! haha..still trying to get used to it man..
Lets see, was at dblo on sat..enjoyed myself but didnt really like some cheap bitch that was hanging around our group..She was this gal which was a looker ( am being very objective here *applaud*)but her objective of the nite was to know all the guys she can lay her hands on and of cos with her looks..she had most of the guys within 1 m radius totally attracted to her or should i say tamed enough to eat off her paws..
Well, i wont really care for other gals..But she tried to lay her filthy paws on MY BF..only cheap women try their luck at guys whose gfs are PRESENT..Obviously i was du lan..she even tried to put her arms around my shoulder..*puiz* And she also contemplated stealing ms paul paul away from me..ta ma de..
As some friends may say i show my dislike of certain pple too blatantly..i dont believe in pretending to be nice..its just not me..unless there is an absolute need to it..
Then on sunday..was out at east coast playing with sparklers and candles..haha trying hard to relive the childhood days..
Oh yesh..i must also mention i got myself a new fringe! haha..still trying to get used to it man..
9/13/2005
Was in the midst of my assignment when i had the urge to blog..Jeff just called before going to bed..
The times spent together for the past few days were just so surreal..what with the mess for the past 2 weeks and the total change of feeling after that..I dont want to go through that mental torture again and more importantly dont wish to be hurt again..
However, i can say i am smiling again.. :)
Was browsing through BRIDES at Times just now and there was a line that caught my eye, from my vague impression, it said something like 'duration of your relationship could be important as well in deciding to tie the knot as the longer you are with that person, the more the true personality of the person will show through'
Hm, i totally agree with that line man..and to me, it applies to friendships as well..
The longer you know a friend, the more you know abt him / her..with the times spent together, the more opportunities to see how your friend behaves in different occasions and how he/she handles issues that come along..
I wonder how others handle it when you realise that the friend that you thought will be by your side never did and puts you down in front of others? How to come to terms that the friend that will be nice to you isnt that nice afterall?
Do we then lower our expectations of these friends and then draw ourselves a little further away from them? Or do we just play along and be fake about it and pretend everything is still cool? Or bring up the issue directly and risk the possibility of losing the friendship?
Hah..decisions.. personally, i hate fakeness..and i treat my friends the way i want to be treated..
Just dont take my easy going-ness for granted and be more sensitive of my feelings.. =)
The times spent together for the past few days were just so surreal..what with the mess for the past 2 weeks and the total change of feeling after that..I dont want to go through that mental torture again and more importantly dont wish to be hurt again..
However, i can say i am smiling again.. :)
Was browsing through BRIDES at Times just now and there was a line that caught my eye, from my vague impression, it said something like 'duration of your relationship could be important as well in deciding to tie the knot as the longer you are with that person, the more the true personality of the person will show through'
Hm, i totally agree with that line man..and to me, it applies to friendships as well..
The longer you know a friend, the more you know abt him / her..with the times spent together, the more opportunities to see how your friend behaves in different occasions and how he/she handles issues that come along..
I wonder how others handle it when you realise that the friend that you thought will be by your side never did and puts you down in front of others? How to come to terms that the friend that will be nice to you isnt that nice afterall?
Do we then lower our expectations of these friends and then draw ourselves a little further away from them? Or do we just play along and be fake about it and pretend everything is still cool? Or bring up the issue directly and risk the possibility of losing the friendship?
Hah..decisions.. personally, i hate fakeness..and i treat my friends the way i want to be treated..
Just dont take my easy going-ness for granted and be more sensitive of my feelings.. =)
9/05/2005
A friend said this to me..and said i was a confused gal..maybe i am huh...
Love knows no reasons,
love knows no lies.
Love defies all reasons,
love has no eyes.
But love is not blind,
love sees but doesn't mind
The days were spent trying to find an answer for myself..meanwhile the sad thoughts were helped kept at bay with my girlies and friends who i am very grateful for..Though it was really hard not to feel sad..but it was definitely less painful with all the support i had from friends..Cant imagine how it will be like if i was all alone in all this mess..I hope i will emerge stronger from this ordeal..watever the decisions maybe..To those friends that i havnt told anything to..its not that i dont want to share but i just want to keep it small and hope you guys can understand that..
On a lighter note, i did something which i had never attempted..that is to club for 3 consecutive days!! hehe..dblo on fri..mw on sats and sun! All thanks to my crazy peeps..but it was good!!
I hope i will be happy soon..
Love knows no reasons,
love knows no lies.
Love defies all reasons,
love has no eyes.
But love is not blind,
love sees but doesn't mind
The days were spent trying to find an answer for myself..meanwhile the sad thoughts were helped kept at bay with my girlies and friends who i am very grateful for..Though it was really hard not to feel sad..but it was definitely less painful with all the support i had from friends..Cant imagine how it will be like if i was all alone in all this mess..I hope i will emerge stronger from this ordeal..watever the decisions maybe..To those friends that i havnt told anything to..its not that i dont want to share but i just want to keep it small and hope you guys can understand that..
On a lighter note, i did something which i had never attempted..that is to club for 3 consecutive days!! hehe..dblo on fri..mw on sats and sun! All thanks to my crazy peeps..but it was good!!
I hope i will be happy soon..
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