Aging..

Was chatting with my mum last nite, well, the topic of our conversation was about the lunch i had with jeff and his parents at her restaurant..She said she could feel a slight tinge of awkwardness when she went over to our table..i gotta keep it confidential cos it isnt something to be known to everyone so no details here..However, from the conversation, i have truly understood how a person with more life experiences can have a better judgement of things..the way they handle matters are definitely more apt than a younger person...this is prolly the reason why we should respect our elders...cos they are wiser than us!!
This is the last week of my slacking..and yet im at home...:( Well, to me, being at home means having to put up with the frequent complaints from my grandparents about their aches, poor health, issues with the maid etc..Well, with my short fuse..i get agitated and angry and talk back rudely and angrily to them...Only after calming down, do i regret my harsh tone i have used on the grandparents that dote on me the most among their grandchildren, the ones that have seen me grown up from a tod till now..sighz..but its really hard to handle when day in day out, u hear they quarrelling over small issues..they complain to you how bored they are..and even abt death to him is better ( grandad)...
Here we are trying to make life comfortable for them..there they are dissatisfied with everything...Aging brings you wrinkles..poor health..degeneration of gray matter...change of character..depression..boredom.abandonment..and unawareness of being long winded and naggy...sighz..
Growing old is scary isnt? Seeing my grandparents, esp my grandad..i only wish for myself to age gracefully...