The big gaping hole

Whenever i feel down, i feel im in a large gaping hole, in that hole lies heaps of horrible stuff : demoralizing vibes, sadness, loneliness, uncertainty, sighzz....and no matter how hard i try to pull myself out, i cant seem to lift myself up..the feeling sux big time.That hole will always be there for me..more often when i m here...its just a matter of being in it, closer to it or further to it, that will oni apply on wkends...Before i could do anything to stop myself from being drawn in there, im already in it..arrgghhh..
Sighz, just let mi pass this plss..just pass happy enough oredi!! But i dont sit down and just fret abt it and not do anything abt it..i try to think hard and work on the assignment ..sighzz..im so darn worried and this has to go on for god knows how long..yesh i m talkin abt the assignment that will determine if i pass or fail this subject which also means if i can graduate or not..not oni that..still have the competencies i need to pass too..
sighzz...