5/03/2005

New block of attachment and home sick..

Heya pple..think the folks in Singapore must be enjoying their holiday huh...While the poor pple stuck here still have to attend uni/work. Today is the first day of my new attachment block..the last block in aust..New placement means new set of work and load of stress..Our supervisor sure had a lot of tasks for us boy...Oh well..wat to do, just have to endure and hope for everything to go well..
As we were seated in the kitchen during lunch time, rest of the staff were sharing their views about some stuff..i cannot rem wat stuff they talked about..cos i wasnt paying much attention i guess..but what came to my mind was that everyone seem to share and agree a common view point abt that topic..what if you the only one that seem to disagree? Would you state your viewpt and let the others judge your character because that viewpoint you have got dont seem to reflect a very positive side of your thinking? I say they 'judge your character' cos thats what a group will do isn't?If everyone agrees with what the group had said, and then the odd one out will just seem to be the black sheep, cos he/she just dont agree with what they had said? Perhaps for the more bold and gutsty type, they would have gladly said whatever that was on their mind and didnt care less about what others might think huh...

Hmm..I wonder if being in the same group or a workgroup for a period of time will harmonise your thoughts with the group? I dont know man..i just know that i felt detached when i sat there..listening to them but didnt think likewise..I guess prolly cos i didnt know them at all, since it was the first day of work and im just a student there...So better just keep quiet and listen..or rather just concentrate on my food, gd enough oredi...
A wave of homesickness hit me and i just wanted to be home even more...

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