i m feeling tired..couldnt get to sleep..was tossing and turning in bed and even had a nightmare- it was something not too far fetched and had the possibility of coming true, it was scary cos it was so surreal..and only one outcome will happen if it really comes true..the relationship will end..

As far as i can recall, i didnt use to be sleepless whenever i was troubled..but now it has became quite expected that i wont be able to rest well if something was bothering..sighz..

Has been a bad year for me esp with the matters of the heart..even my 'advisor' has confirmed that..

i am so looking forward to a better yr man!!