Disillusioned

Just got back frm clubbing..and had many thoughts running through my mind..

Was it really unintentional or just riding onto the notion of "under the influence of alcohol' that effected that kind of behaviour?

Was it acceptable to be flirting right under the nose of that person's partner and when that partner is also your friend?

How would you feel if that partner was you?

Dickheads are those that readily take you when you throw yourself at them.

I bet you didnt even care how that person feels about you. You dont mind being called a bitch too as long as you get as many guys hooked onto you.

I dont think you had any morals, values, respect at all for your relationships or so called boyfriend.

I am so disillusioned by the notion of love and faithfulness with people like you around.