~38 weeks 2 days~

Last weight taken at gynae a week ago: 56kg! Total weight gain of 13 kg..Had my preggie pics 'professionally' taken by Jeff too haha..save money! They were taken when i was 33 - 34 weeks..

Date and time booked for C section..Been telling boy boy to be gd and stay in till the date arrives..

Finally started my ML a day ago..felt a sense of relief as I walked out of my office that day. I was initially panicking a few weeks ago as it seem like i had tonnes of work which i couldnt seem to be able to complete before I could go for my ML! Was so so glad to hand over my last article to my boss haha..

Glad to be off work too cos my pelvic is aching and my legs are swollen..sleeping doesnt feel so good anymore and not to mention the stretch marks which are multiplying!!! sigh, i had been religious with applying my stretch mark cream since my 1st trimester but doesnt seem to be effective huh..

Been thinking of how the C section will be like since i opted for spinal which means i will be fully aware of what is happening..thinking of having the catheter and plug site scares me too..not to mention the pain after the the anaesthsia wears off!! :(

Worries abt not being able to bf, unsuccessful latching on..too many to count lah..