My Miss Paul Paul

My Mich

My Jie

Reflections..

As i grow older, I realised i have learnt to reflect upon myself about my attitude and actions more often now. As we get more and more caught up with the daily duties, socialising, etc of life, we often forget to slow down and think back about how we have been treating the people around us..

I am glad I am still not too drained or numb to start reflecting on my attitudes esp towards my loved ones..

Gotta bear in mind what i need to improve on and hope they will grow on me as time goes by so it becomes second nature..

So sleepy now, going to bed now before i start typing poorly structured sentences..

wahh..

You shelter a Fire

Demon.
A very powerful demon. He rules over the world of

anger, impulsivity, passion and destruction.

One awaken, even with a very strong will, he

is difficult to settle down, so be careful

when you awake him or he may entrance you and

make your life a living hell .


What demon sleeps inside you ?
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wedding bells..not mine

I feel sort of rejuvenated..or something in that sense..have been feeling moody and somewhat down cos of the extreme long period of umemployment i have undergone..and im still in the process(just to inform those so called 'concerned' people who only ask me ' found a job? any interviews? in our conversations)

I dont know why i am feeling this way but i feel happier after coming back from the wedding make up trial of mich's..my dearest gal looked sooo prettyyy!! Like looking at her so happy and excited for her wedding had also made me feel life is not all dark skies..like i said, its just weird i will feel that way lah.and its not as if i can hear my own wedding bells ringing..haha..

Im truly happy for her..:)

Saturday

Had an enjoyable day yesterday..Jeff managed to finish his work early and so my saturday wasnt that boring afterall..Went to the career fair at suntec and it was BORING..it was definitely more useful for those planning to further their studies as around 70% of the entire fair were taken up by the various universities..Saw a friend whom i havn't seen for ages..and a 'always bump into' friend there..haha..

Then it was movie time! Enjoyed 'Underworld'.. Kate Beckinsale is such a hottie man, her figure is POWEERrr...And Jeff and i decided to be naughty and brought in Subway for dinner too..haha..Not the first time liaoz..but I must say it wasnt easy to eat a huge sandwich with its filling overflowing in a darkened cinema and at the same time trying to keep your eyes to the screen to avoid missing any important parts to the plot! haha
And we always joke about other people bringing in other more 'outrageous' foods like hor fun, char siew rice etc..haha..and they will open their styrofoam boxes once the cinema is darkened..

And it was a pleasant coincidence to see Mich and her bf at the movie too!! Hehe..we were watching the same show..

And after the show, we headed down to 'The Chamber' at robertson walk for jeff to watch his soccer..While I was whisked off to 'Cornerstone' (around the vicinity with Pauline and Favian to have some chit chat session over my half a Heineken..

Reached home before 1 am loh..which is so rare of us on a saturday nite..even mum was surprised to see us back 'so early'. *haha*

Talking bout mum, a few days back, she suddenly brought up the topic about Jeff and I..and asked if we have any plans bout getting married, ROM etc..I was so surprised man..Thought it will be so unlikely of mums to ask their daughters bout marriage..Cos i thought it will be more likely for the mum with the son to hurry the couple instead..
Anyway, mum wasn't hurrying us lah..just asking...

It the stupid money factor that is holding us back lah..:(

Note to self : Better get your ass into a job fast!!

*bleahhh*

Moods Mixer

Besides the norm of feeling tired and bored...thrown into this assortment of moods are anticipation, anxiety,and worry..

Anticipation - Not too many chances left for mi to grab..with anticipation i wait for The Day...

Anxiety - Its once again to prove what i have got, the anxiety of not being able to handle the tough and impromptu questions faced...

Worry - I worry about the hurdles ahead of me, not 1, not 2, but a possible of none that i could cross..

I wish with all my heart i can do it..and to my faith in my religion, i seek for help and luck..

Friendly Cody

Random pic of me!!

Latte lasses at Coffee Club

Busy Weekend

Wow..it has been such a tiring but enjoyable weekend! My wkend started a day earlier haha... Had a coffee session with supposedly to be with just pauline and jimmy..but somehow, we got more company and almost the whole group turned up! ( A couple was away in Cambodia - 'tomb raiding and lara crofting' as described by Jim jim :P)

I got to know the entire group of friends through Jeff..it has been quite a long way back since i have known them..and many things have changed since..

Hope that noisy coffee session was somewhat useful for our jaded lass..

Time passed really slowly at work on Fri and it didnt help with me having to sit at the recept table picking up calls from angry customers :(

6 pm FINALLY came and program for the nite was drinks at this chill out place called Bar Celona, near Dblo for drinks..It wasnt very pleasant for me in the early part of the session as there was some issues with the bf but thanks to the advice dished out by the guys and gal ( u know who u are) and the 'whole fri nite mood', i felt better afterwards..

Sat was spent sleeping in and the planned movie with Pauline didnt come through as we were both pigs loh..haha...Hung out at Central at Hk Street as Jeff wanted to watch soccer there, wrong choice!!They didnt manage to watch it cos the SCV service at that pub was somewhat disrupted due to some issues!! haiyoh..the guys kept complaining man...but were later pacified with more booze and gambling hahha..as for me, i was contented with singing and people watching...

And this afternoon, went to Mabel's place for a gathering with the gals.We were treated to the fermented wine chicken mee sua and 'or ni' prepared by mabel herself!! Really nice of her parents to invite us over for lunch...Cody, Mabel's 'son' has grown so much!! V yandao now wor..hehehe..He soo adorable, he was friendly enough to lick me on the face when i carried him and placed him on my shoulder!!
Then whiled the time away with some mahjong..and the MJ amatuer is proud to announce that i have WON all the other 3 players in those few rounds we have had!! hahaha..Sheer luck lah huh..Cos someone commented this ' Wah she dont know anything but keep winning' THANKS for that man! Headed to Jeff's place for dinner and shopped around TM and Century Sq before heading home..

Wah 3 days of late nights has affected my complexion!! i see pimples popping out!! *aarrgghh*

As usual..Im gonna wake up even more tired to a new week tmr man..Better prepare to go to bed already..

Good week ahead people!!

My Valentine

Good times whizz by too quickly to be true!! Can totally understand the term of ' reality bites' when i was rushing back to work in a cab. I had such a special valentines' day celebration yesterday..we had so much fun which explains how blue i am feeling now at work..

Jeff n i checked into a chalet at Downtown east pasir ris in the arvo on V day itself..Though it wasnt any posh hotel or an overseas holiday, it was just nice to be able to laze and snuggle up to each other in privacy! haha..And just as i was quite sure i wouldnt get any present from him since he already booked and paid for the chalet...he asked mi to search around the room for my present..hee..After much searching, i found it in my bag, a limited edition olive green braun buffel wallet! Haha..he must have slipped it inside when i went to the toilet..

I was indeed surprised and it was just so sweet of him! hehe..Now the pillow and blanket i got him for him seems so cheapo :( Then again, they are what he needs mah..

In all, i really enjoyed myself..Thanks dearie! :* Muackz..

Waiting and hoping each day

Man..im feeling so sleepy now..Office work is borrringggg...Had hor fun for lunch not too long ago..Am counting down the hrs to knock off! haha...2 1/2 hrs more..sianz..

Been working in a telecommunication, service provider co for more than a week now..it seem longer due to the public hols..First few days were boring cos i didnt know anyone here...Now that i have known more colleagues here, it aint that dull..However, the environment here has also once again reinforced the reminder to myself for being cautious abt the stuff i tell and say to colleagues. And of cos i know how to play ' tai chi' too when necessary!! :p

Ah well..

I just hope for a better year now..Am still holding hopes to something which what seem to be disappointing for me last year..Im getting tired of waiting..sighz..Hope that opportunity for me will arrive REAL SOON and i can SUCCEED this time...

Will blog again when my life is less boring..back to work now..ugh!

sick..

SObz..im sick..diarrhoea and vomiting..combined with fever..think i better have another dose of the trusty 'po chai pills'...Need to get well soon..cos my boss just reminded me about the work i have to do when i go back..arrgghh..sianz..

What Kind of Candy Am I ?

Snickers

Nutty and gooey - you always satisfy.

What Kind of Candy Are You?

Hehe..snickers happens to be one of my fav!!

Too chummy for comfort

Had been battling with the idea of blogging my opinions on an issue..And decided to do it after how mp had said ' its your blog wat'.

As i was thinking of how i should start this entry, another reason to why im feeling uncomfortable about this issue could be my lack of self confidence. Apart from being sensitive and a little possessive, it could also be the phobia of history repeating itself.

Oh well, i am feeling uncomfortable of how some other party is too chummy with my guy ( note 'my guy') :p..for my comfort.

How not to raise my brow when that person calls and asks quite often for opinions/laments/complains on issues with answers which is quite clear should be given by her own guy or girlies?

How not to question the limit of 'working partners' when that party is openly pulling practical jokes just on him in a social gathering?

Yes there are gals and guys out there which are pretty magnanimous and find it totally acceptable. Sorry am not one of them.
TO ME, being in a relationship means you behave and watch not to be too chummy with the other sexes because you respect your partner. And you also respect the partners of others.
Well, in the midst of typing this, i can conclude that party is obviously not minding the extra attention she is stealing from someone's (that someone happens to be me) bf.

As for the bf, he has voiced that, that party has always been like this and has categorized it as ' bo liaoz'. I wonder if he will still be in the comfort zone when his gal's 'working partner' is as friendly as his.

We will just wait and see.

Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child. Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded. You cherish all of the details in life. Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

How Is Your Inner Child?

Big Bird You scored 72% Organization, 45% abstract, and 69% extroverted!

This test measured 3 variables. First, this test measured how organized you are. Some muppets like Cookie Monster make big messes, while others like Bert are quite anal about things being clean. Second, this test measured if you prefer a concrete or an abstract viewpoint. For the purposes of this test, concrete people are considered to gravitate more to mathematical and logical approaches, whereas abstract people are more the dreamers and artistic type. Third, this test measured if you are more of an introvert or an extrovert. By definition, an introvert concentrates more on herself and an extrovert focuses more on others. In this test an introvert was somebody that either tends to spend more time alone or thinks more about herself. You are very organized, both concrete and abstract, and more extroverted. Here is why are you Big Bird. You are both very organized. You almost always know where your belongings are and you prefer things neat. You may even enjoy cleaning and find it therapeutic. Big Bird is never sloppy and always under control... pretty good for a 6 year old bird living without a family. You both are sometimes concrete and sometimes abstract thinkers. Big Bird can be quite dreamy at times and has no problem using his imagination. At the same time he is also practical and can be methodical in his search for answers to questions. You have a good balance in your life. You know when to be logical at times, but you also aren't afraid to explore your dreams and desires... within limits of course. You are both extroverts. Big Bird gets along with everyone. He makes friends easily and always has a positive attitude. You definitely enjoy the company of others, and you don't have problems meeting new people... in fact you probably look forward to it. You are willing to take charge when necessary or work as part of a team. The other possible characters are Oscar the Grouch Bert Snuffleupagus Ernie Elmo Kermit the Frog Grover Cookie Monster Guy Smiley The Count If you enjoyed this test, I would love the feedback! Also if you want to tell me your favorite Sesame Street character, I can total them up and post them here. Perhaps your choice will win!

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 89% on Organization You scored higher than 32% on concrete-abstra You scored higher than 71% on intro-extrovert

Link: The Your SESAME STREET Persona Test written by greencowsgomoo on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

Had spent so much time with Jeff and my family on these few days of holidays..Partly cos my relatives had came back from Perth and Saudi Arabia for hols..So we are all spending lotsa time for quality get togethers and partying in the festive season..

Had yummy dim sum at Mum's workplace for lunch with them today...And after lunch, Jeff and i were wandering around the Bugis area, then to Shaw towers to check out if there were any movies we could watch to pass time..In the end, dearie said he felt like exercising so decided to go cycling in East Coast..

Kinda missing Jeff now..Cos he had been staying over so often!! :( Anyhow..its good that he is back home now..Dont want to get into the bad books of auntie and uncle haha..