Boring sat

Hmm..yesh its a boring day. Slept in till 1 pm, got up and did some preparation for bloody blue monday..It was still alrite for last nite's party..managed to boogie a little for the initial part of the session..and the music became less and less boogie-able and unfamiliar..People start to fall asleep or knocked out by the overdose of alcohol. I didnt feel much of it till i reached home..3 drinks and i was already feeling it. Blame it on the lack of drinking for the past mth!!
Though the music wasnt that gd, it was gd to see my friends though..Left at around 2 plus and with much persuasion from Xueling and i, we managed to coerce the guys to drop by at Macs for some food..

I felt much happier yest nite..like i told my friends, i always feel withdrawn the next day after a nite's clubbing session when i m here..

Emptiness and detached was how i felt..a friend told me its gd that you do try to share whatever that has been going on in ur life..i dont blame you..but i cant help feeling left out..perhaps it is the loneliness, maybe its a saturday and i am not anywhere but stuck in the room preparing for reporting to my supervisor which i dont look forward to cos it means more bombarding and being pointed out to a zillion things i have missed out..the brief reporting tone i hear over the fone dont make mi any happier and enthusiatic to share my experience last nite..u didnt even ask...

Selfish and keeping you in a freezer till i go back were your quotes..As far as i know myself, i m not definitely not as bad as you deem me in that tactless sentence..