Drained..

Drained is the word..to have to be stressed up for the whole day at attachment and then come home and do somemore work. Sighz, have got a presentation tmr somemore..going to die from stress already..Of cos, the morning started with a shooting from my supervisor...then at the end of the day, also kena maligned..This is how it went, i was supposed to page her once i am done seeing all the pts i had for the day and give her her a run down of what i have done for each pt..I juz gotta sit down in the office and was about to page her..then suay suay, she past and saw me. Before i can open my mouth to say anything, she said this : ' Oh so you are here, you should just have paged me instead of sitting around waiting for mi!' Like what the?!! I was so pek cek, i said to her defiantly, ' I was about to page you!!!' then she jus went ' oh issit'...wahlau ay..Being on this placement has taught me to be smart..to be able to explain myself well and tell them whatever i have thought through and done..Cos to them, something not presented to them or said means I NEVER DO, I NEVER THOUGHT ABT IT.
They are supposed to be non- judgemental!! And its one of the ethics of being a dietitian loh!! And i m sure in most health care professions..In fact, to me, we should live with that kind of principle too wat!! sighzz..
I have also learnt that we should cut pple some slack..to give pple a chance to explain themselves before judging...and also not to be so uptight about pple's misdoings...Have also learnt that it is important to speak with tact to pple around us..and not expect pple around me to know what I have gone through even though it was a really bad bad day for myself and that my moods are really affected...the poor innocent pple around me are definitely not going to know wats going on, Can imagine how offended or sad my friends will be like if i suddenly just talk to them in a curt way or just simply give black face when they have simply no idea what had gone wrong....
So i am sorry my friends if i have done that to you all before..I will keep this in mind and always learn to be more patient and try to change!! :)

Oh yah..its Jialiang's bday today..Happy Birthday Jialiang!