In the midst of my struggle and immense reluctance to work on a a very crucial assignment,..Thoughts about my friends and the feelings they have evoked came suddenly..And i have to blog it...
Friends are so important to me and i must say they play such a huge part in my life..especially my emotions, thoughts, moods, the way i am, decisions...and just so many aspects where my limited command of the english language cannot describe enough..Of cos some friends do disappoint too..and some may say, these pple are not considered friends if they could evoke such an emotion in me..well..i dont know too...Friends are meant to be there for one another, to support and encourage and be not judge...of cos that is largely dependent on the depth of friendship...
Finally mustered the courage to ask for a friend's msn and msged her after the childish me (that was in the days where irc prgram was so popular, at least for me) decided to ignore her because of some stupid gal friend issue..Dont know why i just had this impluse to do it..well, not a silly act..it was something i wanted to do long time ago but didnt have the time and courage to do it, cos i was afraid she would still be angry with me and i didnt want my apology to be rejected flatly..:) All is gd now, at least for me..cos i did manage to talk to her and seems like the long time problem has been resolved..yeahh..
It was gd to see a friend so delighted when she got a little surprise from me..it just feels so good when i see my friends happy...i feel happy too..:)
Another gal friend have been so troubled by the infamous emotion so powerful that all Man succumb to at one point or another..~love~. It feels terrible when you know that shes gonna be the one to be so hurt in the end, however, she feels happy with the decision she has made and is truly happy for some time...but now, the decision she has made is taking its toll on her..and shes all sad and weary..sighzz..She has seen it coming sooner or later, but was too emotionally involved to pull herself up before it came to this stage..I feel for her..I couldnt bring myself to tell her she shouldnt have gotten deeper into it..and now its hurting her..The least i can do is to be there for her and listen...and to tide through the dark times with her...I hope the dark skies will be over soon..
One of my long lost friend i have been thinking abt finally came online!! Hehe..boy, am i happy to catch up wif him..though it was only for a few mins..it was gd to hear he has been and is doing well and working towards his interests and goals in life!! This friend of mine is such a wacky fella and never fails to irritate me to the core when i hang out wif him haha..nevertheless, he is still one of the gd guy friends i can talk to! Way to go dude!! Total support to him in his future endeavours!!
To another friend that had suddenly been keeping in contact after losing it for so many yrs..he has been feeling down lately too and his nicks on msn are worrying..Many a times, I would have loved to keep you company online..however unable to due to my assignments and sianz moods...I hope the dark skies will clear up for you soon and may you find a gal that could bring you the joy and love u deserve ya! hehehe...
...Such are the thoughts and emotions of Jo...
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